Good Morning Readers.
I rolled out of bed at 6:30am this morning and took myself for a jog around the block. Half way around I was crying! Not because I was sad but because I was happy! I've come so far in the last 8 months both physically and mentally.
This mornings revelation on my run was that the vacant spot inside, I'd been filling so long with food, approval from others and stuff, was filled. That hole had been a lack of self worth, self appreciation and self esteem.
Some interesting reading on Approval Addiction ....
Approval Addiction Keeps Us Trapped
Approval Addiction how to end the need to please
I feel so good inside and outside. I can now give myself the love and approval I need. The blog was part of my 'Need To Please'. Removing the comments and followers was necessary for me, I had to stop medicating myself with my Readers approval.
I started my weight loss journey to look better and improve my physical health. I've done so much more than that. I've learned to love myself. I've learned to accept myself, to be proud of me.
Losing weight might of seemed like the hardest thing to do at the beginning but it has been the best thing I have ever done for myself.
Ok, enough of the deep and meaningful!
This weeks crafting:
I knitted Heather a vest.
I've often admired this type of vest pattern
but couldn't bring myself to buy it as I knew it was so easy
so I came up with my own version.
Heather is growing up.
She loves anything electronic.
I added some wavy lace for interest.
I'm really happy how this turned out.
I worked this in the round from the top down.
The back is higher than the front as I think garments sit better.
I worked a few extra rows after the yoke on the back before joining back in the round.
All spun up. I spun some very fine and some think and plied the two together,
Another Moseley park Fibre Club, this one Silk and Alpaca.
It has a beautiful drape and sheen.
And this is a single yarn spun from one of Kathy's plaits.
It had the colourway name of Peter Pan and I think it was silk and merino.
I
fulled the yarn, this gives it added strength.