I like to spend time in the garden.
Especially when the kids are particularly undisciplined.
Looking at my garden today I can see it as a reflection of my own personality.
My own undisciplined nature.
The pumpkin vines are taking over and escaping out the gate.
We now climb the fence to get in.
Being undisciplined results in a bit of a mess in the garden.
And the house.
And my wardrobe.
And my figure.
My piles of fabrics, boxes of yarn and bags of fiber.
The tomato plants that self seeded in the chook run are hip high now and so dense it's almost impossible to get in there to pick them.
The Zucchini have suffered a little in the heat and humidity.
In the last few cooler days they've put on new healthy growth.
They are battling with the capsicum and leeks for space.
This bed has carrots and capsicums.
They're not doing as well as we would of hoped.
This is the bed we grew the garlic in.
The tomatoes we planted are doing well in here.
The bed with the Swiss chard is totally undisciplined and out of control.
There are little seedlings now all over the garden, battling with the weeds.
The apples are ripening.
A few of them should of been thinned out and now the branches are in danger of breaking.
The mandarin tree is covered in new fruit.
Should I thin them or let them be?
And on the block in the midst of the weeds grew these.
Life may be a lot easier and tider with a bit of discipline.
But I think I may miss the surprises of an undisciplined life.
I am trying to acquire some discipline.
I'd like to get some of this weight off me.
I'd like my home to be not in CHAOS (Can't Have Anyone Over Syndrome)
I'd like a coordinated wardrobe, with clothes that fit me and are tidy and neat.
I'd like my kids to keep their rooms tidy, might mean I need to teach by example!
I too am a Flylady failure, I think I failed at putting my shoes on, I never really got to shine my sink!
My house is a mess, as is my body.
I'd like to change things but have no idea how.
I lack the discipline to even start.
Today I looked at those beautiful Belladonna Lilies and I thought..
Does it really matter?
Ok the weight does that is a health risk, but everything else?
Those Lilies survived and flourished with no help from me.
They didn't need to be watered, pruned and cultivated.
Are they made hardier by the lack of discipline?